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July 27th, 2005

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CSI 5 Finale... Worth the tears. Grabe I was tearing up when George Eads was pointing the gun at himself when the rest of them were digging him up.

Oh man, this show has got to win an Emmy for that.

Anyway, I sprained my ankle today. My first sprained ankle... It's all swollen and it hurts like hell. As for how I got it, I'm a very clumsy person is all I can say.

Lost tommorrow. I can't believe they're going to kill Boone in the first season. I mean too soon for a major character death.

I need to rest now. But gotta watch CSI:NY first. Didn't catch it yesterday...


June 16th, 2005

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I'm really happy to see MAC again. Felt so much like home.

Even DLSU doesn't give the comfort SPCP has.

I can't wait to start practicing with them again for the 10 year Concert. Kahit DLSU Chorale na ko, I owe a lot to MAC. Hopefully I could still balance my sched and be able to do everything.

Chorale practice starts tomorrow but I'm so tired right now and COMPRO1's starting to get to my nerves. Ms. Shirley's been giving all of us a hard time with C programming.

Supposedly it's chicken feed to me but the coding conventions, writing codes, the all-or-nothing grading... It sucks. And to hell with Filipino. It's useless. And I still can't accept that they changed the Filipino language with the "ispeling" and "pronunsasyon". Instead of "enerhiya" we now use "enerji". That being the New Filipino Language.

Anyway, I'm tired. Watch Saiyuki Reload Gunlock, take a nap, eat, watch LOST, then off to bed.


June 8th, 2005

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Oh my friggin' god!

I'm in! I got in DLSU Chorale!

I don't believe it. After choking in the audition, they still let me through.

I'm so gonna celebrate. Who wants to go to lunch with me on the weekend?


I'm going to sleep now so I can tell the world tomorrow, bright and early.

On another note, I sang Sana'y Wala ng Wakas in front of my class this afternoon in Filipino. Got a 4.0 for recitation though I still missed the high notes. Really embarrasing. Didn't do justice to MAC.

Sorry fellow MACers.

Anyway, I'll be in happy land for a while. Good night!


June 5th, 2005

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I got the time for the DLSU chorale auditions this morning...

Tomorrow at 6pm... Hell I'm nervous. But I think it's going to be all right. Got encouraging messages from a few friends. And even if I don't make it, I have my studies to focus on... Dean's lister.

There was this one condition about missing a term if I got in. I wasn't really sure but my dad said it was okay. He signed it anyway. Although I never mentioned anything to Mama... She never asked so I guess she'll just have to find out after the audition. Hopefully she won't freak about missing a term. And the possible travel expenses.

I'm not counting my chickens. I'm not even in yet.

I have to make up my mind of what to sing. Maybe my MAC audition song. Payapang Daigdig. Or something else... I don't know but I need a song.

Don't really have a voice right now. But hopefully by tomorrow, I get it back...

Fuck... I'm really nervous.


May 29th, 2005

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We have a new pet!

It's a kitty. A white persian kitten...


We named her Eliza after Eliza Thornberry. We had Enzo name her. We thought of going with an Addams Family theme at first since we named our dog Fester. My dad had Mortisha in mind or Wednesday but it didn't really look like any of those names.

We got it from Enzo's ninong Vic. He has 2 white persian cats that gave birth to 3 white female persian kittens and 1 black and white male kitten.

kitty play

My brother Enzo's playing with her in the picture. She's staying in our room since we can't let her loose in the house. She goes into little nooks and crannies so it would be hard to find her if she was downstairs.

My sister hates her. She doesn't like the cat because it gets all the attention. Boo-hoo... Live with it bitch...

me and kitten
(Just to prove that it's actually ours)

Right now, she's asleep on top of the printer. Isn't that cute?

Anyway, just wanted to show her off. ^___________^


May 13th, 2005

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I'm not into writing in my LJ too much anymore.

I even thought of deleting it since I seemed to have cut my life off from other people.

It's not because I'm thinking cynically like, They really don't care what's going on in my life so why bother?, or Nobody gives a shit about me.

I believe I already surpassed my self-pity phase after the emotional roller coaster that is high school.

LJ's some sort of sanctuary for the troubled youth. I mean most online journals are. You read other people's entries and you get to know about their life and how shitty school is. And that's their reason for updating their lives online.

As for me, I'm just lazy. I don't write because there's nothing to write. I'm bored and I do nothing here at home except eat, watch tv, surf online, and sleep.

And I rather not expose myself to other people maybe for the reason that I'm afraid of being judged. Or maybe that I am just a sloth.

So to make up for my lack of updates, I'll give you a brief rundown of my summer activities (I'm relishing my summer days because I'm a week away from entering college).

After grad, My family and I spent the Holy Week in Tagaytay with my cousins and my niece. The week after that, my mom convinced me to go on a diet so she enrolled me on a weight loss program for a month. I lost 10 pounds after a month and I'm still going at it without working out. Then a few weeks ago I started to write fanfiction again.

Yes. I'm writing fanfics again due to boredom. I re-wrote my crossover from the beginning which I reposted on FF.net. Check it out if you have the time.

Last week I enrolled myself in DLSU. Next week's the 2-day orientation then the week after that is the first day of classes.

I don't care if no body reads this but here's my life so far so when I see you again, you don't need to ask what I've been doing.


May 5th, 2005

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Well not until 4:00 in the afternoon. That was the time I was born 18 years ago.

But then instead of treating it special, I'll just sleep in the whole day.

I enrolled this morning... it got me thinking about how close I am to being independent from my parents.

I'm scared but I know I'll manage to accept all the things that may happen in my life even if it's unfavorable to me.

After all, it's all gonna be meaningless when I die.

Just 7 more years...

---->Anna-san -_-v

May 4th, 2005

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Ah, I thought I've finally gotten over LJ...

Yeah, enrollment today... Gah. I hate to face the real world again.

I was getting really comfortable with the solitude. Except for the siblings. They're always at home.

Usually at this time, I'm the one always out of the house but my summer activities were limited because I worry that my parents are cutting back. The house in Tagaytay took a lot of money to make then this laptop's not fully paid and my dad kept saying that we're not going out for vacation because he really has a lot to pay for.

money rant...Collapse )

Okay, that rant is over.

Birthday's coming up. I'm celebrating a day early because Papa's going to India on the 5th.

18... I'm gonna be legal soon...

Oh and no Birthday Blues this year. I think I'm too old for a pre-birthday depression.

---->Anna-san -_-v

March 20th, 2005

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And Goodbye SPCP!

Maybe not... MAC lang ang babalik-balikan ko.

It hasn't sunk into my system that next school year, I am no longer going to the school I have been going to for the last 14 years of my life.

I'm starting to grow sentimental towards it.

But right now, I don't friggin' give a shit about it because I'm sleep deprived and my ass hurts from sitting the 4 hours of graduation rites.

I'm taking my nap so good afternoon.


February 28th, 2005

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